Psalms
139:7-12 KJV Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I
flee from thy presence? [8] If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there:
if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there. [9] If I take the
wings of the morning, and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea; [10]
Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me.
[11] If I say, Surely the darkness shall cover me; even the night shall
be light about me. [12] Yea, the darkness hideth not from thee; but the
night shineth as the day: the darkness and the light are both alike to
thee. There
are some biblical scholars who believe that David wrote this particular
psalm during a time of deep disappointment in his life. But we get to
that in a moment. Israel at this point in time: Has been united under the leadership if the shepherd-king, David. Foes are no longer troubling them and if they do so choose to go against Israel, great armies are able to defeat them. It is a time of stable national security and welfare. The internal strife that is present from the leadership of Saul has been put to rest. David
starts to contemplate the goodness of God and all that He has done for
him both personally and for his own family. Such a state of heart will
often put us in the mindset of longing to do something for God. It is a
good feeling to have and these are time times that inspiration seems to
flow at its highest crest in our lives. During
this time of thoughtful leanings toward God, David starts considering
who this great God really is. David had written psalms and songs about
Him. He had exalted Him in worship but it quickly occurs to David that
God’s place of dwelling is lacking as to what it really ought to be.
David observes that his house is one of cedars and God’s house is one
of curtains (1 Chronicles 17:1). David
is living in a grand home and yet in startling contrast, God is still
confined to the tent of the Tabernacle. David gives himself to a dream
of building the Lord a more permanent and grand Temple. But this dream
is bigger than he is and so he seeks out the prophet, Nathan, and
includes him in on the plan. Nathan
hears out David and encourages him to do it (1 Chron. 17:2). But there
is something that transpires during the night. Nathan, being the
prophet, finds a voice of the Lord to come to him during the night.
That voice of the Lord (1 Chon. 17:3-15) give Nathan a clear directive
that even those this grand and noble desire was in the heart of David,
it was not to be. He could not build the Temple. In fact, his son would
build the Temple. Nathan,
on the next day reports back to David the very disconcerting news of
the reversal and tells him, "You cannot build the Temple." David’s
response shows the depth of man that he is. You can read about in 1
Chronicles 17 and 2 Samuel 7. He gives an assurance to God that even
though greatly disappointed, he will take God at his Word. There
are times in life when God teaches us more from his denials than from
His permissions. Just because God denies us of a thing in our lives
does not mean that we have disappointed God nor are we out of His will.
It just means that God knows more about our destiny and future than we
do. Often the denials are the very things that will preserve us in the
future. History
is full of examples of where that God seemingly smothered a good idea
or something that seemed to be great vision to men. It would be in the
later years that God would reveal to David why he could not build the
Temple. But for now, he just had to trust God in His refusal. Has
something like this ever happened to you? You determined to do
something great in life or for God and the prevailing circumstances
stopped you in your tracks. I can recall more than one or two times in
my own life that I was filled with some great vision of accomplishment
or desire and God seemingly closed the door to what I was longing to
achieve and pursue. I know people who desperately wanted healing (and needed it) and God said, "No!" I know people who prayed many prayers and fasting and God said, "No!" Of all the doctrines of the Bible, none is so offensive to human nature as the doctrine of God’s sovereignty. sometimes
look to the Bible and see the reactions of the characters and realize
how weak and spiritually immature that I am. You could run through the
gamut of characters from Noah, to Abraham, to Job, to David, to the
prophets, the apostles, and the minor characters that Paul mentions in
the salutations of his epistles and see how much they gave for their
God. David with
deep disappointment gave himself to worship and from that experience
biblical scholars say that Psalm 139 poured out of him during this
time. Instead of giving himself to anger, or mistrust, or doubting, or
even pouting, David gives himself to worship and the majesty of the
God-exalting Psalm 139. How
you react to the directions of the prophet or how we react to the times
God says, "No!" makes all the difference in the world. I call it having
to walk the "dark mile." Charles
Spurgeon -- Stars may be seen from the bottom of a deep well, when they
cannot be discerned from the top of a mountain. So are many things
learned in adversity which a prosperous man only dreams of. Charles Spurgeon -- The Lord gets His best soldiers out of the highlands of affliction. It
was not a question of sin in David’s life at this point. His ideal was
really motivated by a right heart with God. He longed to do something
magnificent for God. The choice of building the Temple was what David
wanted. But dark
miles are not travelled by choice. We are pressed into its path by
disappointment not disobedience. We walk the dark miles so that God can
often redirect us into something that will be greater for His purpose. How
many people have you met over the years who had mapped out their entire
lives and it did not occur the way they had in mind. Sometimes the
devil would love for you to be overwhelmed by guilt and the
ineffectiveness that is created by it. Have you ever considered that this is exactly the direction that God wanted you’re life to go from the outset? Let
me help you with a secret, everybody is not called to build Temples.
God calls every one of us to do things that are unique to our own lives
and we can get into serious spiritual dilemmas when we try to do
something that someone else is supposed to do. When
you begin to just read through 2 Samuel 7, you notice that David
becomes thankful for the simple things that God has given to him.
Whether the dreams are fulfilled or not, I have much to be thankful
for. David spent
the rest of his life gathering material for Solomon to build the
Temple. This is how you invest your life when God tells you "No!" You
begin to see it as an opportunity to gather resources to build the
hearts of others. There
are a lot of stars we can see in the dark mile if we give ourselves to
that vision. God’s refusals are loaded with immeasurable possibilities
of blessing. So before you allow yourself to be ruled with resentment,
it would be very advantageous to look for the blessing in the "No!" David
would have more dark miles to travel before he died. He would watch his
sons and daughters get involved in all sorts of desperate situations.
He would have his kingship to be attempted to be overthrown in a
political coup. Some of his closest confidants would turn on him but he
had the heart of a man after God’s own heart. Over and over his worship pours out in the Psalms. Of the 150 Psalms, 75 are attributed to having been written by David. One
of the great tragedies of life is that we can live a trivial life and
get away with it. Pain and burdens oftentimes are an advantage that
forces us to break through the superficial crusts to discover life of a
much deeper level. A
whole lot of life can be wasted worrying with the "No!" that God places
in front of us and always looking for something else bigger, better and
faster. Most
people have everything they need even in the most difficult situation
if we would just accept that God has us exactly where He wants us to be. Romans
11:33-36 KJV O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge
of God! how unsearchable are his judgments, and his ways past finding
out! [34] For who hath known the mind of the Lord? or who hath been his
counsellor? [35] Or who hath first given to him, and it shall be
recompensed unto him again? [36] For of him, and through him, and to
him, are all things: to whom be glory for ever. Amen. I
plead with you to do everything within your power to understand
contentment and not to curse the dark miles of your life. Instead of
avenues of despair they are pathways toward power. I
wonder how many times that we have cursed the "dark mile" when God was
really wanting us to see the blessings and joys of what it would do to
elevate us in our walk with Him.
Psalms 139:11-12 MOFFATT’S If I say, "The dark will
screen me, night will hide me in its curtains," [12] yet darkness is
not dark to thee, the night is clear as daylight.
